Nineteen by PinkPantheress Song Info
“Nineteen” is PinkPantheress' ninth track from her debut mixtape to hell with it. She talks about how she’s bored and alone at the age of 19 and how her family and friends have left her all alone. “This is a song that stems from personal experience, and kind of the first time in any of my songs where I’m like, ‘I’m actually speaking the truth here, this actually happened to me.’ Nineteen was a year of confusion, emotional confusion. I didn’t want to do my uni course, I wanted to do music. I didn’t want people to laugh at me. I didn’t want to tell myself out loud and then have it not happen. Internally, I was very sure and certain that it was going to happen, just because I’m a big believer in manifestation. So 19 was that transition year. Once I’d settled down and started doing what I loved, I felt a lot more comfortable, and actually, a lot more safe.“
